So I was reading this article about how to have a successful relationship, or something along those lines, and read this quote:
"Don’t be afraid to be the one who loves the most.”
Immediately, I made a face quite similar to face that the cute little pug is making and thought, “Ha! Yeah, right. ‘Don’t be afraid to be the one who loves the most.’ That’s the funniest thing I’ve ever heard.”
If only that was as easy as it sounds. I mean yeah, that’s a very positive mindset in a relationship, but dude, there’s no way you cannot be afraid. Unless, the significant other has the same idea and motivation, then I definitely see a successful future in the relationship.
However, if both people are on two different levels of caring for the other person, no freakin’ way am I going to be okay with loving someone more.
So that was just my two cents on that article. Not quite sure why I’ve been so emo about my love life recently. I think it’s because I’m about to start pms-ing.. :)
It’s crazy how so much can happen within less than a year…
A year ago, I thought it was ready for commitment, and to settle down with the one i “loved.” But now, settling down is the last thing on my mind. I have so many things I want to do before then!
What’s also crazy to me is how six years of my life have become a complete blur. I honestly do not remember much of what happened and have no desire to recollect any memories… I saw a photo today from about fifteen months ago and saw a stranger.
For six years of my life, I thought I was going to spend the rest of it with this person, but in a matter of nine months, he’s become someone I don’t know anymore.
Isn’t that crazy?! Six years and some months, about 2,375 days, with a person, and I have very little remembrance of our times together. I’m not saying this is a bad thing. I’m just very surprised at what time can do.
Honestly, I’m glad everything turned out the way it did. I’ve never been happier doing the things that I do right now, being around the people that I’m around right now, and having this time to really find out what I want.
I have become such a different person within these nine months. I feel so much more independent and goal-driven. It’s crazy to think I let a person influence my life in such a way.
All in all, thank you, stranger. You’ve taught me a lot, for being a stranger. I wish you the best with all of your endeavors. Thus, this is my absolute, official goodbye.
I hate it when I’m alone. It means I have time to sit down and think about things. To avoid having moments like these during the day, I generally continue to keep myself occupied. However, this week has been so atypical that my entire routine has been completely irregular. I usually go to bed super early to wake up and teach, but I have been going to bed so late; as late as 1am. And unfortunately, it kicks me in the butt at school, because I’m not focused and very lethargic all morning.
I don’t know what the heck is wrong with me!! Too many things going on in my mind. I just need a bubble bath.
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